new moon the movie did not do justice to Bella for she appears more like an immature and indecisive bitch who is highly dependent on the opposite sex. nevertheless, the one who accompanied me to catch this very action deprived movie, is hellofa an AWESOME guy. though, the process of getting the tix was close to hell due to the awfully long queue, being able to do it with great company makes it worth it.
exhaustion engulfs within me as i strive to make ends meet. hving need to bear the responsibility of my own well-being is definitely not an easy task. getting billing reports became my worst nightmare. being chased by its due dates have evolved into motivations to wake up every morning and let the clock tick its way through as i longed and yearned for nights to grow. depravation of sleep sucks the life out of me slowly.
as i enter towards practical training, one particular instructor demanded for speed. fear overwhelmd me as he cries out for more and when i did, little did i know that much speed was to test how well i can control and come to a halt. such brought me back to the life ive encumbered myself in voluntarily. i wonder how much i can control such life marred with self-absorption. realization dawned upon me that a little "halt" would just be fine..
thus, THANK YOU ZULFADHLI FAHIM for the really wonderful date which comprises of flea market-ing, looooong conversations at jco and second-hand assesment boooks for beloved students. i cannot express enough gratitude for your generousity in investing your money in my minute business. insyallah, i will repay you back..
for now, i need a slight pause
and appreciate. just appreciate.
much love,
FARAHROS.
it makes me go round and round~
fadhli says:
=.=
eh
mon want go zoo?
farahros. says:
so random!
ahha
fadhli says:
i was thinking la
farahros. says:
why so suddent?
fadhli says:
zoo quite cool what
can see all ur mOnkey friends
hahahhahahaha!
something which cheers me up everyday when i get home shagged and exhausted. the wonders of having your loved ones ard.
=.=
eh
mon want go zoo?
farahros. says:
so random!
ahha
fadhli says:
i was thinking la
farahros. says:
why so suddent?
fadhli says:
zoo quite cool what
can see all ur mOnkey friends
hahahhahahaha!
something which cheers me up everyday when i get home shagged and exhausted. the wonders of having your loved ones ard.
LATE EIGHTEENTH.
SELAMAT HARI JADI UNTUK NURUL NATASHA!!! hahha
i just feel an urge to write it in malay for GOd knows why!
anw, happy bday babe! have an awesome 18th bday which is really really really late. haha. mines like LOOONG over. darn, i miss you. catch up soon aites.
now, ive got to rush off to bbdc then work.
life is a living hell at the moment.
save me someone.
much love,
FARAHROS.
i just feel an urge to write it in malay for GOd knows why!
anw, happy bday babe! have an awesome 18th bday which is really really really late. haha. mines like LOOONG over. darn, i miss you. catch up soon aites.
now, ive got to rush off to bbdc then work.
life is a living hell at the moment.
save me someone.
much love,
FARAHROS.
three strangers~
we are pretty much three strangers, who happens to feel the same way and leave not much of an impression in the first few days of school. haha. however, despite the odds, we managed to pull some strings here and there which made this friendship possible and infact an interesting one.
the default smile.
interesting company.
OH YF the one who many misunderstood.
and so it was vivocity with harbourfront pizza hut. wanted barcelos BUT gosh it was EXPENSIVE. i made headlines and the joke of the day by not knowing my way around but oh who cares! i shall drive man!! HAHAHA. anw, cant wait for movie marathon next! much love, FARAHROS.
the default smile.
interesting company.
OH YF the one who many misunderstood.
and so it was vivocity with harbourfront pizza hut. wanted barcelos BUT gosh it was EXPENSIVE. i made headlines and the joke of the day by not knowing my way around but oh who cares! i shall drive man!! HAHAHA. anw, cant wait for movie marathon next!
NINJA TURTLE~
that shall be myelf and fad, dian and helmi, shyda and arep!! oh! if you notice we are all in GREEEEEEEN~!!!
aiman was the photographer only bcos he was partner-less. haha. poor thing.
camwhoring using dians camera.
dont they look adorable with the fan t-shirt? ahha.
aiman spoiler. he was on the phone. -.-''
i swear that girl is damn ADORABLE!
SHYDA AND AREEEEP!
DIAN and preety lil girl.
told you i was his number one fan, oh well only for that day sadly. ahhah.
the crowd cheered upon his arrival.
we were getting ready for the result show!
they were invited to dance. haha.
and so bcos he is partner-less, we decided to give him special treatmen. ahha.
and the GIRLS. with fad at the background! ahha.
FARAH. DIANNA. SYDAH!
SPASTIC POSE.
and these shall be the BOYS all the way.
go figure.
oh, i just realised helim doesnt have any eyebrow!! ahhaha. intriguin.
really looooong abrupt pose. ahha.
and yes, thats some smelly armpit sweat on arep with faddy posing at the back for god knows what. haha.
arep just had to spoil the pic. he cant sit still for real!
nice end to an awesome day.
3rd and 4th December and goin..
lets make it brief.
3rd dec: teach till 6. sezairhe number one fans at mediacorp till 11 with fad dunearn frens. haha. and home at 1.
4th dec: apologize to eun and jo for ruining our date. bbdc morning. rushed to tuition centre teach till 6. and home to accompany mommy watch masak masak.
i cant wait for workout with sheila this sat, working towards our main goal of kurus-ness. haha. just chatted with manjee. we will go on a date ok, just me and you under the big big big coconut tree like the many hindustani and keling shows ok! muah. to eun and jo, many many sorry.. i have a loooooong day tmr.
goodnite.
i miss fad who is away away away for long long long time.
much love,
FARAHROS.
3rd dec: teach till 6. sezairhe number one fans at mediacorp till 11 with fad dunearn frens. haha. and home at 1.
4th dec: apologize to eun and jo for ruining our date. bbdc morning. rushed to tuition centre teach till 6. and home to accompany mommy watch masak masak.
i cant wait for workout with sheila this sat, working towards our main goal of kurus-ness. haha. just chatted with manjee. we will go on a date ok, just me and you under the big big big coconut tree like the many hindustani and keling shows ok! muah. to eun and jo, many many sorry.. i have a loooooong day tmr.
goodnite.
i miss fad who is away away away for long long long time.
much love,
FARAHROS.
building up my career happens to be my utmost priority now. i am grabbing all opportunities laid out for me and establishing relationships with different people to widen my network. something i learnt from MR ALEX YEO. ahaha. i have a huge huge huge dream that maybe one day i could open up my own tuition centre filled with underprivileged students who desperately want to learn. i know i will make it come true.
a few days ago at work, i was given a challenge to teach some basic english to a taiwanese twin who can only speak and understand chinese.it was difficult and i could no longer speak mandarin as well as i could before.it was RUSTY but i tried.i could understand what they were saying but replying was hard.they soon tried to write to me.. and it gets worse.i was/am STRESSED, really. thank God, determination pulled me through and so today, they have learnt to use words such as TEACHER, MY FATHER MOTHER etc.haha. it was a joy and im smiling now as i write. what a pleasure. when i attempted to speak to fad some of my mandarin he burst out into laughter as though some birdie just cuckooed at him. wonder what the twin learn from me. hmm.
having six students in private plus 20 per class per level in a tuition centre are how far im pushing myself now.its insane. but i love insanity.ive been teaching for close to 2 years now and i never get tired of it. i feed on their inquisitive nature, eagerness to learn and creativity beyond imagination.ITS TRULLY A PASSION i must say and PASSION NEVER RUNS OUT, trust me.
knowing that i have turned 18, i know i need to be mature and think responsibly. as a result last month, I FARAH ROSALAN have refused to let my beloved mother pay for any of my expenses. but of course it does not include food at home. -.-'' to make it official, i have switchd my handphone line under MY NAME and so i shall pay my own bills OFFICIALLY ok. ahha. i too assure her that i would take care of her, give her part of my working pay and shower her with love tender and care. HAHA.
after awhile, i regretted that decision. haha. and so i turned back to her and told mom i was BROKE and explained to her my financial status and what my money is spent on. being an accountant, she dilligently suggested that i should NOT TAKE THE TRAIN, but the BUS. how "smart". ahha. and so i turned to my millionare bf who is away on holiday with his family but sweetly brought a lappy along so that he can chat with me, he did offer a helping hand which i think we should think it through properly. (:
moving on, BBDC is my second favourite place now. haha. i spend most of my mornings there and sometimes, i even dream of that place. oh God. no lif-er. oh wells, im praying and hoping that i could pass bfore fad enters NS so we both can drive drive ok until pagi pagi and have roti prata at alaza.
and so if you ask hows life is it for me now..
i must say, IM TAKING A BIG BIG BIG STEP TOWARDS ULTIMATE RESPONSIBILITY AND ACHIEVING MY DREAM.
corny shit? then stop reading.
ORKED COUNTRY CLUB~
the refreshing dessert after a really heavy meal.
my first brother was trying to cover my face! so that explains the extended hand and weird wide wide wide smile.
thats how your stomach will look like after eating SIX DIFFERENT DISHES.
the three siblings who are beautiful in their own way. i have a little bit of both looks. the skin color of the right and the facial features of the left. (:
the mother and daughter.
the brothers.
much love,
FARAHROS.
remiscence~
an apple a day keeps the DOCTOR AWAY!
HEALTHY DIET everyday!
faddy got the new SAMSUNG OMNIA!
my fingers got SWOLLEN after doing TWELVE ESSAYS IN THREE DAYS in approx 9 hours. look at how BIG it is!
ASHRAFT!
JOASH- my ultimate study partner!
rachel and bernice!
MATH MATH MATH~!
THAT WEEK WAS THE LAST WEEK I WAS THERE STUDYING MY ASS OFF WITH AWESOME CLASSMATES.
it will finally be over~
much love,
FARAHROS.
AVANT-GARDE~
he is such an excellent speaker, one who captures the essence of the human mind. one of the best speaker ive heard (not like ive heard many) and im very much overwhelmed by the ideas he brought forward. i could literally see myself being victims of such stringent regiment. how academic itself has closed my doors towards ingenuity, imagination and creativity. we are all embalmed by the very state of academic inflation and creative depravity. LETS ALL MAKE MISTAKES AND BE GROUND BREAKERS!
REVOLUTIONARY. INSPIRATIONAL.
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